<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>I do have to admit that I told HG that at this stage, I sometimes feel like that woman though <BR>Tigger<HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>I don't believe you Tigger! You made me laugh.<BR> <BR>Blue....it's only natural to "wish" that. Sometimes while we're watching tv together,I wish my H away too. I mean we still watch tv the same as we did while H was unfaithful. You know? He looks the same. I wonder what he thought when we watched "American Beauty" last summer? The [censored]!!!!<P>The sneakiness is something I can't get over. The putting me and her and her H in a position where we all went out together....That drives me insane some days!<P>Enough! I want a free mind today....It's been over since july! I must concentrate on how happy and relieved and thankful he is. I must remember how he said he's ashamed that he never realized he had the best right here at home! Right? Right!<BR> Debi<P><P>------------------<BR>Imagine....