I am taking Prozac for a depression I have been in since Christmas, when my ex finally came to see his two daughters after almost six years. I couldn't believe how hard it was to look into his eyes after all of that time had passed. I started to regret that we didn't reconcile. I started playing the tapes in my head again, over and over, regretting that our marriage failed. Both he and I are remarried, since neither of us made any real attempt to restore the love we'd lost in the 10 years we were married. He was violent at times and I fell into the abuse trap too. We created so much animosity between us that we were separated numerous times before I finally divorced. Our love was lost. However, even after we were both seriously involved with others, we told each other we still loved each other. Then we said goodbye. I can't quit obsessing over our past together. I know I need to restore the love in my current marriage - I've already had one affair. I feel like such a failure. I need God to restore peace to my life. Please pray with me. Thank you.<P>------------------<BR>Sigi*

Lord Jesus,<P>I pray you'll calm Sheri's hurting heart and fill her with your peace. Guide her to strengthen her marriage and, with your help, to allow those she's loved before to fade quietly into shadow beside the brilliant love she and her husband build. Quiet the storm and allow her to hear the voice inside, speak to her heart, Dear Lord, and show her the way to a closer walk with You.<P>Amen.

Dear Lord, I pray that you will be with Sheri tonight, and every night. Give her, Father, Your wisdom, and clarity of mind. Remove the obsessive thoughts of her ex-husband from her mind, and her heart. I pray that you will bless her with your peace that passes all understanding. Show her Your perfect will for her life, Lord. IJN AMEN

Thank you, Younglove, I will echo this prayer tonight before sleeping. Blessings.<BR>

Thank you also, MTAW, for your prayer. Today I didn't obsess as much....but there is so far to go. I want to let go and let God........I'll keep praying. Your prayers help me, so much! Thanks again.