Hello everybody,<P>I want to thank you all for your lovely prayers and comforting words. I had posted a prayer request a couple of weeks ago when I still had hopes that my marriage would be restored. My H and I have been through alot during our separation (we've been separated for 1 month). Unfortunately this time apart has made him colder and has made me realize how much my marriage meant to me. I guess it's because I loved with all my heart and he didn't. I have opted for going on with my life and we are beginning divorce procedures. I have stopped calling him. I have accepted that our relationship is over. I asked God to show me the way and if his will is for this marriage to end, so be it. I trust in God and I know that he is in control. I feel content because I know that I fought until the very end, but I realized that I couldn't keep humilliating myself and fighting alone. We are both young and I understand now that our relationship ended because there were many "little" things that we just didn't know how to fix. This whole experience has made me stronger and wiser. I hope in time, it will do the same for my H. I am grateful to God for the strenth he has given me and I ask for him to bless my H because I know that God will reveal himself to him in God's time. My heart aches, but I trust that God will guide me. I hate to say it, but I've given up on my H even though I still love him. I have to let him go to see if he was really mine to begin with. Thank you and God bless you all.<P>Ginnie

Dear Ginnie,<BR>I'm so sorry to hear that you are at the end of your rope! From reading your posts I understand that you've been through a lot. <P>But you are right, it is in God's hands. He has given you strength and wisdom, just don't stop praying. Our Lord hears our prayer, and as you said yourself, He works in His time NOT ours. Hopefully your H will come to his senses soon. Waiting is difficult, I know.<P>You are in my prayers. Keep being strong, and you will see that the Lord makes all things work eventually! <P>Keep the Faith,<BR>Love, Pookie