Tonight I ask my MB family for your prayers. I have really become really down and depressed since the birth of my second child. I have a 2yr old little girl and a 3week old son. I feel overwhelmed with everything. I feel like my divorce is inevitable and that there is nothing I can do. I feel so guilty because though I should be happy, I am not. I look at my children and I love them so, but sometimes I don't want to be here. Yes, I mean on this earth. I really don't believe I could ever, you know, but the enemy has really been tormenting my mind with the thought of it. And being an officer, I do have the means... I afraid...Afraid of being alone, afraid of raising my two kids by myself, and afraid that this pain will never past.<P>Please also pray that my faith and trust be restored. I have felt so empty. I feel like I can't get into the presence of God. I feel forsakened and abandoned. This is the lowest I've ever felt and it scares me. <P><P>------------------<BR><B>God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change...Courage to change the things I can...And the wisdom to know the difference.</B><P>lady_divine77@yahoo.com

Jaime-lee,<P>I am so sorry I did not see this until now. Please see your physician. Your OB/GYN will do. They can help you. I had post-partum depression and severe post-partum depression (if you could call it that) when I mis-carried. <P>Your hormones are giving you a bad time. Please take care of yourself and know this is temporary. I am praying for you. I hope you are feeling better!<P>