Nancy,<P> Haven't seen you around much.<BR> I hope things are going Ok for you.<BR> <BR>I felt the same way about the divorce,too,just a formality.I haven't seen her in months.It looks like she blew that"two year timeframe"out of the water.Besides,it's over,I'd never take her back now.I'd rather be alone than see her again.<P> Some advice--Don't try to find happiness,it'll only make you miserable.<BR>Happiness can only come from within.<P><BR> Hey Student,<P> If you want to become an official member of the MBPS Club,you'll have to fill out a form.<BR> I'll send you one.<P> And your address is,............??<P><BR> ~~Murph <p>[This message has been edited by Murphy (edited September 21, 2000).]

You could send it to my college, c/o TheStudent. Heck, there are only about 20,000 students here <P>Let's see...What "big,important" engineering school resides in Atlanta. Hmmm.

Hey Student,<P> Just a wild guess.<P> Could it be the Georgia Institute of Technology?.......<P><BR> ~~Murph

murph,<P>BUSTED!! And if you see a 5'10" good looking, trim man in his 50's, wearing a GaTech sweatshirt, wandering around the shop floor that would be my dad. Oh, not that you would LOOK or anything, but he and I do have something in common. Yes, the "dreaded" Swedish BB. That would be the clincher.

Murph,<P>Your right again. I really am happy. It seems like it has been so long since I have felt this way.<P>This happiness came from within. I have no one to thank, but that little voice inside my head that has been trying to tell me this for so long.<P>It is so true.......I remember hearing my ex telling me that "I" made him miserable, unhappy and he needed to search elsewhere for "his" happiness. When all along it was right there inside of him. He made himself miserable and will be for the rest of his life.<P>I do deserve the happiness I feel. We all do. And maybe someday in the future I will share all of this happiness with someone else again.<P>I am fine.....thanks for asking. My custody hearing is approaching quickly. With no attorney, I am some what scared.....but I will fight and use everything I have in my power to once and for all make the judge see who the real "mental" person is.<P>I am sick and tired of hearing about how I am this emotionally unbalanced person. And if I am.......I sure have adapted pretty damn well.<P><BR>Nancy