As I was reading Twiisty's post on her plumbing/baby update I realized how long it had been since I had been here to check in on you. I think maybe this place sometimes brings to mind some not so bright days in my life....I tend to forget there were also so many bright lights....you guys. Thank you to all who were there for me. I needed you. I am moving past ow/oc issues in some ways but I guess it others those issues will always be there. I have just decided to use them to my advantage.

I am still living at my moms (ARGH!) with my two wonderful little girls (5yrs and now 7 mths). I am now full time job hunting and car hunting. I am dating a wonderful man who is one of my best friends. I am understanding what a real relationship is made of. It is sometimes hard since I do have 2 children and I do have issues relating to exh. Not to mention there is a lot of present anger towards him (X) since he has nothing to do with the kids. I really wish he would take his bimbo (ow2) and her FOUR kids and move to Timbuktu. But we are bracing ourselves against these issues and striving to go forwards. He is a strong Christian man and has never and I repeat NEVER cheated on anyone. This is possibly the only reason I trust at all. He doesnt go to strip clubs or look at porn or chat online or or or. I love not feeling second best to any other woman, or thing for that matter. I guess I could go on forever about how wonderful he is but then I may even make me gag. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" />

I pray all is well with all of you. I have read a few updates but I dont have much time. Just know that I feel your doubts, fears,joys and pain. And also remember that God will NEVER forsake you. God is love.

Love to all..........

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

bw

BW,

How wonderful it was to see this post! I am SO happy that you have been able to heal, and move on with your life, after what you did go through! I do often wonder how you are doing, but am happy to see that You've made some wonderful lemonade, and Lemon meringe pie(one of my favorite things to do with lemons) with the lemons that were given to you!

Hold on to that man to described! He sounds wonderful! I am sorry that your xH is still being so stupid, but those girls know what true love is through you!

Glad to see your update!

Love,

Tigger

BW!!!!!!
Good to hear the update.

I'm happy to hear YOU are doing ok. It sounds as if you found a true friend in the aftermath of this horrid situation. Good for you,BW!

God does provide in ways we do not understand. If it were not for my faith I don't know where I'd be.

Bless you and visit again soon.

love
Debi

Hi broken_wings,
You sound really good like you are in a healthy place, even tho it can be emotionally trying living with mom. Thank God for moms tho, huh?

It has been tough for me to post much anymore as well but I still check as often as possible.

I'm in agreement with you to find the right job that will allow you to have good benefits for the girls and an understanding boss who will not stress you out too much. Hang in there and never give up on yourself! Take good care of you! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

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