Betrayed is tough but betraying rougher... - 11/19/99 02:48 AM
I am the betrayed and it has been rough. I have been here a looong time 2/98. I will say this for the methods here and this board; I couldn't have done it without them. No, I did not save my family/marriage, I have given all and am not ashamed. If you stay and listen, and your marriage does not survive, you can go on and not be bitter. <P>We are to be divorced 12/09. The techniques here have saved our two children. I truley believe that without this forum, I would have made a huge mess out of this thing. Dragging everything down with me. That didn't happen, thank the good Lord. <P>I know many here don't want to hear this stuff, but I must. This place has helped me to be friendly with my W, but to let go for both. <P>Now to my point. This has been an incredible journey. Very painful. By reading many posts, I understand that the dynamics of the two sides are so very different. Maybe that's why it's so damaging. Hard to get through. Kinda like the abortion debate, one group is about rights and choice and the other about values and life. It'll never be solved because folks are on different planes. So are we. I would ask those betrayed to undersatnd and actually respect that your partner is going through something very different from you. NB and others, I think that you would agree that, regardless, for a time, the love you shared is dead. As time goes on, it seems, betrayers may show signs of life, but you/they have issues that the betrayed don't have to deal with. Guilt, shame, re-evaluation of self. Not to mention questions about how you/they feel. We as betrayed, I feel, are pretty one dimensional. LOSS. All of the rest are residuial, IMO. Stuff we have to go through. I duuno, hang in there, it may happen as you want, it may not. But if you do it right you'll be okay. You'll know...<P><BR>Eric32