Positive thoughts about H - 09/08/99 04:47 PM
I tend to always post about H when he is in need of that old 2x4. As I sat and observed him last night, I decided that I really need to post the positive things he does. Yes, at times he is a jerk, but many others he is a wonderful man.<P>After the event of the weekend and then lunch yesterday here's what I come home to: H kissed me as soon as he walked in the door. Asked how my day was. Took care of our baby while I finished supper. We sat down and ate together, had a not very deep, but nice conversation. After supper he helped me with dishes and cleaning up the floor where our 1 year old puts most of her supper. H then played hide-and-seek with our oldest daughters. They had a wonderful time, and so did he. We put the baby to bed, the older girls went down stairs to watch a movie, we played cards, and had a good time. When we went to bed, he held me until I feel asleep.<P>This is a much more accurate portrayal of my H, then was Saturday night when he left me. He is a good man, I do want to be married to him, and I am happy. I guess the events of the weekend just wore me so far down, that I wasn't able to see how much good there is in this man I wanted to leave 2 days ago. I know somehow we need to figure out how to prevent things from going as far down hill as they did.<P>FHL, you are right. No one could replace him as a father. He is a wonderful father. No one could replace him as my H either. Do you really think I want to start all over with the 2x4/Clueless training? <P>------------------<BR>Shoni<P><BR>