I remember
Uncharted waters
I remember
Tears and pain
I remember
Smiles and laughter
Yet always knew t'was nothing to gain
I remember
Conflict and confusion
I remember
A loving friend's hand
I remember
Both so desperate
To once again set feet on land

I have learned
That storms do cease
I have learned
That hearts can heal
Time drifts on and
Love never dies
I'll always remember
The heart of a friend

Brad, you've been pining away over a woman who isn't your wife. You're still doing that, I see. I would suggest you consider working with the concepts of Dr. Harley and repairing your marriage, as opposed to sending out siren songs to other women.

Think about it.

ETA: ESPECIALLY ON A MARRIAGE BUILDING WEBSITE. I mean, REALLY??