Melody Lane....More details to Bob's post - 02/28/05 11:50 AM
Melody Lane,
I copied part of your response to Bob. HOW did you move forward?
"I know all these feelings WELL, Bob. As I endured them for about 18 months. They would come in cycles. I would build up, explode, feel better, build up, explode........... The explosions became milder every month and then I started skipping them.
After about a year and a half a good friend pointed out to me: "Mel, you are just LOOKING for grievances." And he was right. It was then that I decided to move forward, my grieving was done. Since that moment, I have concentrated on making my marriage GREAT because we are now in the black. And you will get in the black, Bob, but you have to recover first."
I guess I'm at the 16 month point and this is exactly what I do. I'm at the bottom of this cycle. If my marriage fails now I think it will be because of my obsessing over all the crap. I can't seem to stop myself from playing over all the betrayal. It's like a film that never stops. I know I'm only hurting us with all the explosions.
Thanks
MK
I copied part of your response to Bob. HOW did you move forward?
"I know all these feelings WELL, Bob. As I endured them for about 18 months. They would come in cycles. I would build up, explode, feel better, build up, explode........... The explosions became milder every month and then I started skipping them.
After about a year and a half a good friend pointed out to me: "Mel, you are just LOOKING for grievances." And he was right. It was then that I decided to move forward, my grieving was done. Since that moment, I have concentrated on making my marriage GREAT because we are now in the black. And you will get in the black, Bob, but you have to recover first."
I guess I'm at the 16 month point and this is exactly what I do. I'm at the bottom of this cycle. If my marriage fails now I think it will be because of my obsessing over all the crap. I can't seem to stop myself from playing over all the betrayal. It's like a film that never stops. I know I'm only hurting us with all the explosions.
Thanks
MK