how do I respond??? - 06/23/05 05:39 PM
quick update: the D is proceeding because H and I can't come to a POJA on a post-nup -- it seems that POJA has always been a problem for us, meaning that IMO H just can't think it terms of POJA, it's more like POHW (Policy of whatever Husband Wants) -- I have often felt that my H has a double-standard on everything, it's OK if he does one thing but not OK if I do it
So how do I respond to his recent comments:
F?WH: I'm not sure I can trust you during reconciliation - that you won't Dv me and go after all my $.
Me: I'm not interested in talking about Dv, I'm interested in talking about our plan for R.
F?WH: I you love me, you would sign the post-nup agmt, otherwise how can I trust you?
Me: The post-nup covers your concerns, and I'm happy to address those concerns, but the agmt shoudl also address my concerns - that's only fair.
F?WH: Why do you have to make things so difficult? It's a simple thing. You are breaking your promises to me by not agreeing to an easy settlement and by trying to put in these other terms about counseling, etc- I can't trust you enough to try reconciliation unless I know that you won't go after my $.
Me: (trying to maintain my position and explain that the agmt needs to address both of our concerns, not just his $ concerns)
F?WH: (getting more frustrated, angry, says he "CANNOT UNDERSTAND why I want to put those other things in this agmt" that it makes not sense, repeats about some "promise" to settle things quickly (I never, ever agreed to this)) and says: "You say one thing, then do another, I can't trust you!"
Me: (incredibly hurt & angry, so I say:...) For you to say that to your wife after you have broken your M vows is offensive, hypocritcal and shameful. Good bye.
(OK - I know, big, big, big LB here - I've been so good for soooo long, but I just hit a wall with the pain.)
Now my H keeps calling, some nice messages, some not so nice. Then he sends me an email saying...
F?WH: "I'm sorry I made you cry - I hate to hear that. I love you and want you to be happy." H wants to meet me tonight to talk.
How do I respond?? Do I say ... then please show me that love with actions - work with me to help us have a great M and life together. (?)
So how do I respond to his recent comments:
F?WH: I'm not sure I can trust you during reconciliation - that you won't Dv me and go after all my $.
Me: I'm not interested in talking about Dv, I'm interested in talking about our plan for R.
F?WH: I you love me, you would sign the post-nup agmt, otherwise how can I trust you?
Me: The post-nup covers your concerns, and I'm happy to address those concerns, but the agmt shoudl also address my concerns - that's only fair.
F?WH: Why do you have to make things so difficult? It's a simple thing. You are breaking your promises to me by not agreeing to an easy settlement and by trying to put in these other terms about counseling, etc- I can't trust you enough to try reconciliation unless I know that you won't go after my $.
Me: (trying to maintain my position and explain that the agmt needs to address both of our concerns, not just his $ concerns)
F?WH: (getting more frustrated, angry, says he "CANNOT UNDERSTAND why I want to put those other things in this agmt" that it makes not sense, repeats about some "promise" to settle things quickly (I never, ever agreed to this)) and says: "You say one thing, then do another, I can't trust you!"
Me: (incredibly hurt & angry, so I say:...) For you to say that to your wife after you have broken your M vows is offensive, hypocritcal and shameful. Good bye.
(OK - I know, big, big, big LB here - I've been so good for soooo long, but I just hit a wall with the pain.)
Now my H keeps calling, some nice messages, some not so nice. Then he sends me an email saying...
F?WH: "I'm sorry I made you cry - I hate to hear that. I love you and want you to be happy." H wants to meet me tonight to talk.
How do I respond?? Do I say ... then please show me that love with actions - work with me to help us have a great M and life together. (?)