Question - 10/07/08 05:56 PM
Something has been gnawing at me a bit, and I wanted to get you guys' input. It may be irrelevent, but I think I'm too close to be able to see that, so I need a little perspective. Don't kick me in the rear *too* hard though, k?
As a quick recap - FWH had a long-distance EA for about nine months or so - no PA even though they met twice (she has a BF - long story). Exclusively cyber sex, and she sent a nude pic of herself to him. He sent one to her but you couldn't see anything (just his shirt off). There's been absolutely NC since 7/4/08 on either side (I've been monitoring). Affair was exposed to my brother, FWH, OW and her BF.
So...what's always bothered me is his refusal to call it "cheating" or an "affair". He's very remorseful for what he's done, has apologized repeatedly, says he feels horribly guilty, and really has done an amazing turnaround that I honestly didn't think he was capable of. To me it seems like by him refusing to use those words (uses "the incident" instead), it's minimizing the seriousness of it and the devastation it caused, and I'm afraid that he'll be at higher risk of repeating the behavior, or worse, eventually having a PA. We've been working at meeting each other's EN, both of us are happier than ever, etc. but that's always bothered me.
So am I worrying over something inconsequential? If so, how do I let go of that?
As a quick recap - FWH had a long-distance EA for about nine months or so - no PA even though they met twice (she has a BF - long story). Exclusively cyber sex, and she sent a nude pic of herself to him. He sent one to her but you couldn't see anything (just his shirt off). There's been absolutely NC since 7/4/08 on either side (I've been monitoring). Affair was exposed to my brother, FWH, OW and her BF.
So...what's always bothered me is his refusal to call it "cheating" or an "affair". He's very remorseful for what he's done, has apologized repeatedly, says he feels horribly guilty, and really has done an amazing turnaround that I honestly didn't think he was capable of. To me it seems like by him refusing to use those words (uses "the incident" instead), it's minimizing the seriousness of it and the devastation it caused, and I'm afraid that he'll be at higher risk of repeating the behavior, or worse, eventually having a PA. We've been working at meeting each other's EN, both of us are happier than ever, etc. but that's always bothered me.
So am I worrying over something inconsequential? If so, how do I let go of that?