Update and a couple of questions... - 04/27/00 04:53 AM
Hello.<P>Well, I've been lurking here for the past few weeks and responding every now and then to posts here and there. I thought that I would briefly share with you an update of my situation.<P>My husband seems to be very busy lately, which has left VERY little time for quality communication, etc. I find myself falling asleep alone on the couch at night.<P>Nope...there has been no sex here since early March (I know...I probably should've posted THAT remark on the "Sexual Frustration" thread from several days ago...LOL ) And physically, I don't have a desire AND, my husband hasn't asked me to make love. (I know you all wanted to know THAT ).<P>My husband does see my depression and has recommended that I take an MMPI test (Has anyone had experience with taking or administering that particular test? If so, I'd love to hear your opinions on it...what can I expect? How will this help me?).<P>The OM hasn't tried to contact me recently.<P>I'm feeling very lonely and sad right now. <P>I have a very close relationship with my mom and my grandma. I find myself calling them on the phone alot...I don't discuss my marriage problems with them.<P>Is my marriage dead? Am I dead? What is wrong with me?<P>Will I ever get out of this "funk"? When will things get better?<P>I hate to be in such a "down" mood.<P>Any input is appreciated...<P>Jill<P>