I saw your post on my thread. I am not having too good of a day. You can see my other post about H going to the counselor. <P>I should be happy about that, but I'm not.<P>The visions are slowly fading and getting less frequent. Still too often for me though.

I'm sorry I didn't see your post sooner, HBH... I didn't log on for a couple of days.<P>There is nothing you "should" or "should not" be happy about. Happiness doesn't come because it "ought" to.<P>The only thing you can do is work through it and do the best that you can each day. The visions will continue to fade. You will survive. You just have to keep on.<P>I read a post from someone with a severe health problem on another board which I've been carrying with me for a while:<P><B>You wake up every morning and meet the day and some days you even rejoice.</B><P>Be well, hbh. Hang in there.<P>All the best,<BR>HBC