lost hope - 07/17/98 03:31 AM
The last two years I've felt like all the love for my wife ran out.
<br> After years of nagging/complaining/demanding I can't find much left to
<br> continue the marriage. I have always helped out around the house like
<br> cleaning, cooking, laundry and have taken on a few other things to try
<br> and help things out on top of the "normal" house maint. and yard work.
<br> I drive for a living and am home three days a week and wife works
<br> Mon-Thurs at her own office. I also take care of the kids on the
<br> weekdays I'm home. When I try to spend more time with the house maint.
<br> and yard work she complains about things not getting done inside the
<br> house. When I try to spend time with the kids and get stuff done inside
<br> the house she complains about the yard work not getting done among all
<br> the other home improvement things. I even hired a cleaning lady a few
<br> months ago for the detailed cleaning to try and take some relief off of
<br> both of us and she complains that she has to prepare the house prior to
<br> when the cleaning lady comes. I go to work a day early so I try to have
<br> the kids help pickup their rooms while I get the house picked up, but
<br> it's never good enough for the wife.
<br> It's sad but I didn't realize how UNhappy I was until I met this other
<br> female from one of the stores I deliver to. There is nothing sexual or
<br> otherwise going on but everything seems to click and then I feel more
<br> hurt because of what is going on at home.
<br> My wife about flipped out when she said she was going to leave and I
<br> didn't show any concern.
<br> All the "cards" are out on the table now and she has taken no
<br> consideration into seeing a gynecologist for a hormone problem. She
<br> says she will not go on a prescription (drug) to alter her mood swings.
<br> When we agreed upon seeing a counselor I found a good site on marriage
<br> building, etc. When we went to her office to print these pages she sat
<br> there complaining/nagging about how long it was taking. I printed two
<br> copies of these questionnaires for each of us to fill out and compare. I
<br> told her that her homework was on the table for her to do before I left
<br> for work. This last weekend, I delivered 30k lbs. on my first day of my
<br> two day route, I had been up about 21 hours straight and filled out
<br> both questionnaires and then passed out. When I came home from work I
<br> was really hoping that those papers had been filled out so we could
<br> compare and try and see if there was anything left to work on. I got
<br> home and those questionnaires were still blank and sitting there on the table
<br> right where I had left them. Am I crazy if I confide in her and
<br> suggest we work out an agreement to end this thing we call a marriage??
<br> I don't want to live the rest of my life like this.
<br> Thanks
<br> After years of nagging/complaining/demanding I can't find much left to
<br> continue the marriage. I have always helped out around the house like
<br> cleaning, cooking, laundry and have taken on a few other things to try
<br> and help things out on top of the "normal" house maint. and yard work.
<br> I drive for a living and am home three days a week and wife works
<br> Mon-Thurs at her own office. I also take care of the kids on the
<br> weekdays I'm home. When I try to spend more time with the house maint.
<br> and yard work she complains about things not getting done inside the
<br> house. When I try to spend time with the kids and get stuff done inside
<br> the house she complains about the yard work not getting done among all
<br> the other home improvement things. I even hired a cleaning lady a few
<br> months ago for the detailed cleaning to try and take some relief off of
<br> both of us and she complains that she has to prepare the house prior to
<br> when the cleaning lady comes. I go to work a day early so I try to have
<br> the kids help pickup their rooms while I get the house picked up, but
<br> it's never good enough for the wife.
<br> It's sad but I didn't realize how UNhappy I was until I met this other
<br> female from one of the stores I deliver to. There is nothing sexual or
<br> otherwise going on but everything seems to click and then I feel more
<br> hurt because of what is going on at home.
<br> My wife about flipped out when she said she was going to leave and I
<br> didn't show any concern.
<br> All the "cards" are out on the table now and she has taken no
<br> consideration into seeing a gynecologist for a hormone problem. She
<br> says she will not go on a prescription (drug) to alter her mood swings.
<br> When we agreed upon seeing a counselor I found a good site on marriage
<br> building, etc. When we went to her office to print these pages she sat
<br> there complaining/nagging about how long it was taking. I printed two
<br> copies of these questionnaires for each of us to fill out and compare. I
<br> told her that her homework was on the table for her to do before I left
<br> for work. This last weekend, I delivered 30k lbs. on my first day of my
<br> two day route, I had been up about 21 hours straight and filled out
<br> both questionnaires and then passed out. When I came home from work I
<br> was really hoping that those papers had been filled out so we could
<br> compare and try and see if there was anything left to work on. I got
<br> home and those questionnaires were still blank and sitting there on the table
<br> right where I had left them. Am I crazy if I confide in her and
<br> suggest we work out an agreement to end this thing we call a marriage??
<br> I don't want to live the rest of my life like this.
<br> Thanks