7 months on.....grrr.....welcome any suggestions - 07/23/12 01:33 AM
So I'm 7 months on, just been thru angry stage, then I started actually missing my h when he wasnt home. But right now I feel like he's thinking he's had the chance to have a bit fun, got to try ex gf out as a woman & now he's safe back in marriage. is he going to think if he has another A that I'll just forget again? that what it feels like it would be.
right now I just wish I could stop having the reminders popping into my head at random times, while this keeps happening I feel like I wont be able to stay in the marriage(which scares the cr** out of me). I know details of the A, so I find it hard to repeat anything they did together. As well as I know he shaved back & other places for her,(for night in hotel,of course he denies it) which I like to be done as well. this hasnt been done since the A, how am I going to know if its for me & forget he had done it for her??? any suggestions??
I have to try hard for my daughters to keep things together
right now I just wish I could stop having the reminders popping into my head at random times, while this keeps happening I feel like I wont be able to stay in the marriage(which scares the cr** out of me). I know details of the A, so I find it hard to repeat anything they did together. As well as I know he shaved back & other places for her,(for night in hotel,of course he denies it) which I like to be done as well. this hasnt been done since the A, how am I going to know if its for me & forget he had done it for her??? any suggestions??
I have to try hard for my daughters to keep things together