So What's It Going To Feel Like Now? - 06/09/08 11:43 AM
Well I've been in Plan B for a little over six months and during that period I've been as dark as a black hole. It has served me well in that the insulation from the affair drama has allowed me to come to terms with everything. I feel much less sad and am slowly getting back to somewhere near normal.
I still think about her a lot but she no longer dominates my day. I miss the intimacy we had once. However now I don't think that there is anything she could say or do that would make me want her back. I can no longer see how I could forgive her for the harm she has done to me and my son.
I know that Harley's advice is to give it two years but I don't have the necessary resolve for that and have have asked my counsel to initiate divorce proceedings.
What are the best threads to read that might illustrate how I'm likely to feel and experience from here on?
What does Plan D look like?
I still think about her a lot but she no longer dominates my day. I miss the intimacy we had once. However now I don't think that there is anything she could say or do that would make me want her back. I can no longer see how I could forgive her for the harm she has done to me and my son.
I know that Harley's advice is to give it two years but I don't have the necessary resolve for that and have have asked my counsel to initiate divorce proceedings.
What are the best threads to read that might illustrate how I'm likely to feel and experience from here on?
What does Plan D look like?