Divorced tomorrow... - 08/13/01 03:09 AM
Yep, it is to be final tomorrow morning. We are 16 months post-Dday and five fake reconciliations later. We have already reached a settlement, so I guess it's just a formality. I've tried very hard not to THINK about what is really happening tomorrow. It's just too damn sad! I've walked down "memory lane" alot this weekend.... <P>I still can't believe that this is my life. What happened??? I've said that I am ready for this to happen and that I have moved on (and I have in ways I won't mention here), but tonight is the last night that I am married to him, that he is my husband.... What started out as such a wonderful thing and has turned so ugly??? <P>Just wish I could understand it all. How can he turn to a manipulative wh#%e who broke her own marriage vows and collected married men? Oh, I forgot, it's called the fog...<P>PS Karen, I know you will read this. Keep in mind that I was married to him and I can say he ain't all that! Believe what you want now, but like you think you do, I loved him with all my heart and it wasn't enough. Did you know that he said he would have never had an affair had he been on antidepressants? Did you know he said that he still loved me? A real prize you've won, huh? I hope you don't get laid off 'cause you are going to be the breadwinner!<BR>