Discussions with BS - 07/15/10 10:20 PM
How do you discuss your pre-affair relationship with your BS without making it seem like you're justifying your affair? Any tips?
The reality is that the marriage was already not working well before the affair, which has a lot to do with why I began to seek out someone else to fill my emotional needs. But sharing that info makes it seem like I'm trying to say that my BS left me no choice than to have an affair, which is not the case. It was my choice to cross that boundary and to betray him.
I also have been sharing that I have hope that our relationship can become stronger now that we're faced with having to deal with my affair. My BS responds to that by saying, "But we didn't NEED this to strengthen our marriage." I agree, but I want to hold on to hope that we can come out of this together and with a better relationship. Is that so wrong?
I received my Surviving an Affair book yesterday and have already felt that Sue's story describes mine almost perfectly. I'm still trying to lose this emotional attachment that I carry with me for the OM, but not entirely sure how to lose that altogether other than to just give it time. I assume that if I don't allow him to "deposit" into his account, the feelings I have for him will fade. Any thoughts on this?
The reality is that the marriage was already not working well before the affair, which has a lot to do with why I began to seek out someone else to fill my emotional needs. But sharing that info makes it seem like I'm trying to say that my BS left me no choice than to have an affair, which is not the case. It was my choice to cross that boundary and to betray him.
I also have been sharing that I have hope that our relationship can become stronger now that we're faced with having to deal with my affair. My BS responds to that by saying, "But we didn't NEED this to strengthen our marriage." I agree, but I want to hold on to hope that we can come out of this together and with a better relationship. Is that so wrong?
I received my Surviving an Affair book yesterday and have already felt that Sue's story describes mine almost perfectly. I'm still trying to lose this emotional attachment that I carry with me for the OM, but not entirely sure how to lose that altogether other than to just give it time. I assume that if I don't allow him to "deposit" into his account, the feelings I have for him will fade. Any thoughts on this?