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Posted By: BlueFish Does an affair change a person? - 11/15/12 07:28 PM
Together for 8 years, married for 2 years (just wedding ceremony, didn't legalize it) I thought I knew this guy, and today I learned that I never knew who he truly was..
We met in a graduate school, went through some tough times together, got good jobs that pays well. the problem was my job was in a different country. We got married as we felt it was a natural, right thing to do and started a long distance marriage. We both have flexible jobs, so we spent 4-5 months together.
When he visited me in March, he talked about us going seperate ways. I was shocked because I didn't see it coming although I knew we were growing apart emotinally recently. I immediately asked him if there was someone else. He denied it and I belived him. He held me back from me going to where our home was( where he lives)to spend summer there with him. I was all puzzled but waited with patience. When I could not take it any more and brought up the idea of me divorcing him, he freaked out and let me come home. So I went. Then, after a week later, he told me he really wanted to divorce me. I cried, and he tried to kick me out of his/our house to a hotel, but i asked him if I could stay in the guest bedroom. He let me, but went to a hotel saying that he could not deal with the aftermath. I later learned that the day his mistress told him to divorce me to prove he didn't use her for sex and he called her to his hotel room every night.
After three days, he took a Russian visitor in his department (later learned that she was the ow) to a nearby airport, and came back home saying that he could stay home now as he was feeling better. Then all the verbal and emotional abuse started...over the two months when I was sleeping in the guest bedroom, he blamed me for everything...even for him not having many friends was my fault. He couldn't decide if he'd come back to the country where i have a job to spend the remaining summer break(yes, he is a professor) working on our marriage. Just a week before my departure date, he decided to come with me, and I got happy and at the same time scared. Then, in the morning on the day we were supposed to leave, he told me he could not get on that airplane. He just said that. He looked like a mad man, i got devastated and scared but said "you are sick. Let me help you". That was when he said " there's another woman that entered my life".
He then got really cold toward me, insisted on taking me to the airport, and he would go to his hometown where his family lives to "protect" himself. I begged him to stay and offer me some explanation to make it real for me, and help me pack my stuff and ship to to my house. At the end he did, and I learned that he even moved in with his mistress before I came back, moved my clothes and pictures out of her sight. He said the only thing he regret was to tell me the truth on the d-day. I stayed in a hotel. The next two days, he was remorseful and even asked for my foregiveness. Then I came back to the country where i am now, and he called me several times for the first two weeks. Then, he didn't call me for a week. When I called him, he was cold. I asked he contacted her, and he said no. I stopped calling him as it was hurting me too much. A month later, we had to talk because of the project we were working on together. I asked him if he contacted her. This time, he said yes, but tried to sound like he talked her several times only. But, I later learned that he went to Russia to see her, and skype/talk to her everyday. So I had limited contact only through emails about our project together for the past two months.
Then today he asked me if I would share liability for the loan he took from his mom to buy my engagement ring, and otherwise if i would give the ring back to him. I could not belive it. I got furious, and expressed my feelings in emails to him. Then he said i was abusing him emotionally, he was acting with dignity, but i wasn't. I asked him what about $25,000 that I alone paid for the wedding ceremony. He didn't say anything about it but he said he wanted the ring because it was the most expensive thing he owns besides his car.
I knew that he was self-absorbed, but i didn't know he had serious narssistic personality disorder. I felt like my 8 years were a waste, and he took all the good memories away from me. I cried several times today.
I want to ask other people if he is "normal" to ask me pay for the engagement ring at this point because I just cannot comprehend how he could act like this without shame?
What happened to him? Or was I not seeing who he truly is for 8 years?

Thank you for letting me vent. I needed it today.
Posted By: Jedi_Knight Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/15/12 07:43 PM
How do you know he has a personality disorder? Was he diagnosed with one?
People having affairs show traits similar to various disorders but it is different.
Have you read Surviving an Affair by Dr Bill Harley?
Posted By: BrainHurts Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/15/12 08:26 PM
Originally Posted by BlueFish
Together for 8 years, married for 2 years (just wedding ceremony, didn't legalize it) I thought I knew this guy, and today I learned that I never knew who he truly was..
We met in a graduate school, went through some tough times together, got good jobs that pays well. the problem was my job was in a different country. We got married as we felt it was a natural, right thing to do and started a long distance marriage. We both have flexible jobs, so we spent 4-5 months together.
When he visited me in March, he talked about us going seperate ways. I was shocked because I didn't see it coming although I knew we were growing apart emotinally recently. I immediately asked him if there was someone else. He denied it and I belived him. He held me back from me going to where our home was( where he lives)to spend summer there with him. I was all puzzled but waited with patience. When I could not take it any more and brought up the idea of me divorcing him, he freaked out and let me come home. So I went. Then, after a week later, he told me he really wanted to divorce me. I cried, and he tried to kick me out of his/our house to a hotel, but i asked him if I could stay in the guest bedroom. He let me, but went to a hotel saying that he could not deal with the aftermath. I later learned that the day his mistress told him to divorce me to prove he didn't use her for sex and he called her to his hotel room every night.
After three days, he took a Russian visitor in his department (later learned that she was the ow) to a nearby airport, and came back home saying that he could stay home now as he was feeling better. Then all the verbal and emotional abuse started...over the two months when I was sleeping in the guest bedroom, he blamed me for everything...even for him not having many friends was my fault. He couldn't decide if he'd come back to the country where i have a job to spend the remaining summer break(yes, he is a professor) working on our marriage. Just a week before my departure date, he decided to come with me, and I got happy and at the same time scared. Then, in the morning on the day we were supposed to leave, he told me he could not get on that airplane. He just said that. He looked like a mad man, i got devastated and scared but said "you are sick. Let me help you". That was when he said " there's another woman that entered my life".
He then got really cold toward me, insisted on taking me to the airport, and he would go to his hometown where his family lives to "protect" himself. I begged him to stay and offer me some explanation to make it real for me, and help me pack my stuff and ship to to my house. At the end he did, and I learned that he even moved in with his mistress before I came back, moved my clothes and pictures out of her sight. He said the only thing he regret was to tell me the truth on the d-day. I stayed in a hotel. The next two days, he was remorseful and even asked for my foregiveness. Then I came back to the country where i am now, and he called me several times for the first two weeks. Then, he didn't call me for a week. When I called him, he was cold. I asked he contacted her, and he said no. I stopped calling him as it was hurting me too much. A month later, we had to talk because of the project we were working on together. I asked him if he contacted her. This time, he said yes, but tried to sound like he talked her several times only. But, I later learned that he went to Russia to see her, and skype/talk to her everyday. So I had limited contact only through emails about our project together for the past two months.
Then today he asked me if I would share liability for the loan he took from his mom to buy my engagement ring, and otherwise if i would give the ring back to him. I could not belive it. I got furious, and expressed my feelings in emails to him. Then he said i was abusing him emotionally, he was acting with dignity, but i wasn't. I asked him what about $25,000 that I alone paid for the wedding ceremony. He didn't say anything about it but he said he wanted the ring because it was the most expensive thing he owns besides his car.
I knew that he was self-absorbed, but i didn't know he had serious narssistic personality disorder. I felt like my 8 years were a waste, and he took all the good memories away from me. I cried several times today.
I want to ask other people if he is "normal" to ask me pay for the engagement ring at this point because I just cannot comprehend how he could act like this without shame?
What happened to him? Or was I not seeing who he truly is for 8 years?

Thank you for letting me vent. I needed it today.

Welcome to MB.

Your WH has affairs because he has no boundaries and all the opportunity to have affairs. Are you D yet?

I would Plan B your WH.
Posted By: BrainHurts Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/15/12 08:35 PM
Here.

What are Plan A and Plan B
Posted By: ManInMotion Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/15/12 10:23 PM
Originally Posted by BlueFish
Together for 8 years, married for 2 years

RUN. In fact, if I was in your shoes, I would find out of that relationship with the OM started before you were M'd, and if it did, sue for divorce and recovery of that $25K spent on the wedding because he M'd you under false pretences.

And ignore his comments about the ring. He gave it to you, didn't he?
Posted By: TryingEverything Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/15/12 10:32 PM
If you're not legally married, the engagement ring may not be yours to keep.

I'm not a lawyer, but the ring is yours based on an agreement that you will marry him. Technically you have not, so technically you have not lived up to your end of the bargain.

You need to speak to a lawyer in your area.

Posted By: SugarCane Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/15/12 10:40 PM
Originally Posted by BlueFish
Together for 8 years, married for 2 years (just wedding ceremony, didn't legalize it)
Then surely you are not married. Where did you have the ceremony - in a church, on the beach - where?

Why did you go to the trouble of having a ceremony but not getting married legally? What was the idea behind that?
Posted By: Scotland Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/15/12 10:44 PM
You aren't married? Why didn't you two get married?
Posted By: no_where_to_go Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/15/12 10:46 PM
BlueFish,

Dr. Harley says that if you can't live together it's a recipe for disaster. A marriage can't last if you can't meet each others emotional needs on a daily bases. You need to decide if you can live together or the only option is devorce. The seperation gives him to much freedom. If your not with him meeting his emotional needs it leaves the door wide open for someone else.

Have you or do you listen to the MB radio show? It's great because you can listen to the days show all day. Just click the lick on the top right of the screen. It should help you a lot. I listen to it everyday and it helps to hear everyone elses questions. Please check it out.

KISS
Posted By: happyfuture66 Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/15/12 11:56 PM
Hi Bluefish welcome to MB I'm sorry for the pain that has brought you here.

In answer to your question, yes affairs do change adulterers. When a WS has an affair they re write the history and denigrate the BS to justify their behaviour. They will even change their beliefs to maintain the A. There are many posters here myself included who are married to spouses who were good people pre A. Their thinking becomes very foggy and they can't see reality.

WS will be angry and often say or do things to provoke a response so they can portray you as the bad guy.

WS become selfish and self absorbed, they do seem narcisstic, but that doesn't mean he may have a disorder, he is a typical
wayward.

It is painful listening to their foggy babble, but you have your memories, don't allows his babble to take them away, this is one thing you can control.

If you read the articles on this website and some of the other threads this will help.
Posted By: maritalbliss Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/16/12 01:30 AM
BlueFish, welcome. Let's make one thing clear:
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married for 2 years (just wedding ceremony, didn't legalize it)
You're not married. You're living together. Please tell me if there is some legal action you enacted that would cause the State or Country you are in to recognize your union as a legal marital union.

For now, let's go into this understanding that we are talking about your boyfriend, not your husband. There's a stark difference.

You set yourself up for failure by having a long-distance relationship. Dr. Harley says that married people should never spend nights apart. You've spent months apart. In that time, your boyfriend found another potential partner in the Russian woman. He is now conflicted because he believes he loves you both. That's why you're seeing his erratic behavior.

He doesn't have Narcissistic Personality Disorder. You never saw evidence of that before he began his affair, correct? No, he's got Affair Disorder (my term; not a recognized psychological disorder, but it should be), which is as selfish as you can get. Although you have to remember that he is technically NOT having an affair; he is examining his options. I'm sorry, but it's true. He is not married to you.

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Then today he asked me if I would share liability for the loan he took from his mom to buy my engagement ring, and otherwise if i would give the ring back to him.
WHAT? So he can get the cash to buy a ring for his new girlfriend?? I think etiquette suggests that you give back the ring because the engagement has failed, but I personally would be disinclined to give back a ring to a hound dog who left me to screw around with another woman. Your call.



Posted By: LGLGreturns Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/16/12 05:12 PM
Originally Posted by maritalbliss
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Then today he asked me if I would share liability for the loan he took from his mom to buy my engagement ring, and otherwise if i would give the ring back to him.
WHAT? So he can get the cash to buy a ring for his new girlfriend?? I think etiquette suggests that you give back the ring because the engagement has failed, but I personally would be disinclined to give back a ring to a hound dog who left me to screw around with another woman. Your call.
BlueFish, listen to Maritalbliss. She was very helpful when I was in deep denial. (hey there MB!)
Giving the ring back is your call. I agree with Maritalbliss, no way would I give it back. On sharing liability for the loan no way. What if he defaults on the loan? You pay for a ring you don't want? Just my 2 cents.
Posted By: maritalbliss Re: Does an affair change a person? - 11/16/12 10:54 PM
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BlueFish, listen to Maritalbliss. She was very helpful when I was in deep denial. (hey there MB!)
t/j LGLG! Good to see you're doing well, sweetie! smile end t/j
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