What is my next step? - 12/20/13 03:55 AM
New here, my story goes as follows; H36 W41, married 14, 3 kids, 11,8,7. I always felt we got along ok. Minor issues just like everyone. She was a stay at home mom the whole time. About 4 years ago, she reconnected with an old friend on FB. I was fine, but unknown to me they had a crush/puppy love back when she was 15. I caught her using technological means and accessing her accounts. I insisted she end it immediately, and she did. However there was tremendous animosity and resentment I think that I made her end it.
Fast forward to the end of October. I'm feeling her pull away again. No more sex, it's always, not now, or some excuse. Finally I ask her what's up and she drops the bomb. I love you but... I immediately scheduled MC. The next night, she heads out to see a girlfriend. While she's gone I notice a post on FB from the friend. Something to the effect "second night in a row my plans get ruined". I get that feeling again. So I look up the cell records. Thousands of texts, hours of phone calls to one number. It's a cell, so I take a chance and google it. Boom, the guy has the number posted on a site. He goes to the gym my wife works part time at. I confront her. The usual, he's just a friend blah blah. Admits it's inappropriate. I don't think there is any sex, but who knows really. This time I tell her that I'm not going to tell her what to do, and she needs to do what's right. We move on, MC doesn't work, feels like she is just going through the motions. Discussion about D ensues. We decide to table it till after Xmas.
At this point I can't handle it anymore. Since the above I asked her if there was someone else. In a round-about way she said no. I know in my gut she is moving forward with this guy, and it makes me sick to think how far they've taken things. So my dilemma, do I need more evidence? Since this last reveals, she has gotten her own phone, is attached to it, also keeps her purse clenched tight. Not getting there. As I mentioned, I do sense something is up. She is picking up this guys interests (biker culture, etc).
I guess I'm looking for guidance as to what's next. I feel like this might be a MLC. I want to start the plan a, but I don't feel like I have enough evidence. I don't really have the money this time of year to hire a PI. Any thoughts, ideas, wisecracks?
I do know I have things I need to fix about myself, many of these drove her away. BUT I love her and want her to be my wife and grow old with her.
Fast forward to the end of October. I'm feeling her pull away again. No more sex, it's always, not now, or some excuse. Finally I ask her what's up and she drops the bomb. I love you but... I immediately scheduled MC. The next night, she heads out to see a girlfriend. While she's gone I notice a post on FB from the friend. Something to the effect "second night in a row my plans get ruined". I get that feeling again. So I look up the cell records. Thousands of texts, hours of phone calls to one number. It's a cell, so I take a chance and google it. Boom, the guy has the number posted on a site. He goes to the gym my wife works part time at. I confront her. The usual, he's just a friend blah blah. Admits it's inappropriate. I don't think there is any sex, but who knows really. This time I tell her that I'm not going to tell her what to do, and she needs to do what's right. We move on, MC doesn't work, feels like she is just going through the motions. Discussion about D ensues. We decide to table it till after Xmas.
At this point I can't handle it anymore. Since the above I asked her if there was someone else. In a round-about way she said no. I know in my gut she is moving forward with this guy, and it makes me sick to think how far they've taken things. So my dilemma, do I need more evidence? Since this last reveals, she has gotten her own phone, is attached to it, also keeps her purse clenched tight. Not getting there. As I mentioned, I do sense something is up. She is picking up this guys interests (biker culture, etc).
I guess I'm looking for guidance as to what's next. I feel like this might be a MLC. I want to start the plan a, but I don't feel like I have enough evidence. I don't really have the money this time of year to hire a PI. Any thoughts, ideas, wisecracks?
I do know I have things I need to fix about myself, many of these drove her away. BUT I love her and want her to be my wife and grow old with her.