Losing my mind when he leaves the house - 05/20/15 02:00 AM
So, I have gotten to a decent emotional state after dealing with my husbands affair for almost the last year. I found out about it within a month of their relationship beginning. However even though he said it was over it continued with him denying it was going on for almost a year if it is over but over a year if it's not. My issue is I freak out when he leaves the house. The problem is when I knew he was having the affair he made up every reason to get out of the house. Now I just believe that is what is happening even though he says it's not. But you can't believe a liar. Anyhow, I don't know how to begin to feel ok about it. I freak a bit during the day because I work and right now he is looking for work but my work keeps my mind busy enough. At the end of the day no matter what I do my mind is not busy enough.