Counseling or Not (Work on it or not) - 07/08/98 01:28 PM
My wife and I have been married for 9 years and have 2 small children. About 1 month ago I discovered she had an online lover. I knew she had made a new life for herself on the internet, but I didn't know how to help her, she just kept telling me to give her some space and time. During this timeframe she was carrying on with "him". When I found out and confronted her about it we argued and she told me how miserable she had become in our marriage (I was miserable at meeting her emotional needs, I only concentrated on material needs). We decided (or so I thought) that she would break it off with him and we would work on our marriage, but that we needed to go to counseling. About 3 weeks after that I discovered that she had not broke it off with him, she had just sent him an email to make me think it was over. She had never intended to end it at that time. When I found out again we talked and wobbled between divorce and working on it, and finally wound up on the working on it side. I don't know if she made this decision because she was afraid she couldn't make it on her own or just because of the kids. Now she adamantly refuses to go to marriage counseling. She says she doesn't want to tell anyone what she has done, especially a complete stranger. The trouble is I don't know if she is being honest about really working on the marriage. I am to the point of giving up myself. I know I've had caused alot of the problems in our marriage, but I also believe she has some emotional problems too. I guess I just don't know if it is worth the effort or not.
<br>Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
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<br>Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
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