Confused - 09/27/19 05:18 PM
After finally getting a chance with the one woman I’ve wanted for 20 years , I don’t think she’s really what I wanted for all those years.
She was a friend of my 1st wife during high school, she was always the popular girl, the one everybody liked, including me.
Although she was wild and bounced around from guy to guy up until her late 20’s, I still lusted after her.
I was divorced several years ago, and recently found out her marriage of 10 years has ended.
To my delight we started talking, and hit it off well. We have a lot in common and get along great.
The problem is, although I find her attractive as ever, I can’t have sex with her due to knowing how she was years ago.
Can’t get past all her previous partners, and one of them being a friend of mine.
I’m going to have to cut all ties and communication with her but I know she won’t understand any of this..
Thoughts ?
She was a friend of my 1st wife during high school, she was always the popular girl, the one everybody liked, including me.
Although she was wild and bounced around from guy to guy up until her late 20’s, I still lusted after her.
I was divorced several years ago, and recently found out her marriage of 10 years has ended.
To my delight we started talking, and hit it off well. We have a lot in common and get along great.
The problem is, although I find her attractive as ever, I can’t have sex with her due to knowing how she was years ago.
Can’t get past all her previous partners, and one of them being a friend of mine.
I’m going to have to cut all ties and communication with her but I know she won’t understand any of this..
Thoughts ?