Need Help / Advice Urgently - 06/12/21 06:03 PM
I am new to this forum and really don't know where to begin. I will keep my situation brief and try to get to the important stuff. If you think you need more information to provide any support or advice, please just message me or post.
I will post the main issues in bullet points.
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[*]Issues
-she refuses to get vaccinated for Covid and is refusing to get our 2 kids vaccinated as well; she refuses to listen to the medical experts and accuses me of falling for the media
-she spends almost all of her waking hours in front of a computer screen in an office in the basement (not work-related as she does not work at this time)
-she has made the comment that she plans to move to a different part of the country to live in the future
-she has refused to have sex because I have been vaccinated
-I have started counselling and she has refused to join
-I get the feeling that if I said I am leaving and want a divorce that she is almost waiting for me to do it or at least wouldn't be upset with the idea
-She refuses to in anyway try to make the relationship better
-I feel like there is no future as she has her mind made up already
I am still living in the home, frustrated with life on a daily basis and no idea where to go from here. There is absolutely no point in trying to show her data in regards to the importance of being vaccinated. She simply will not budge. She thinks it is all media driven and thinks she knows best.
You may say that I have answered my questions already and there is only one alternative here for me. I understand that. I am hoping that is not necessarily the case. The last thing I want to do is split up and not be with my kids, and even our gorgeous pet cat. I am thinking a million thoughts, kids, finances, etc etc... Meanwhile, I can't live like this day after day. It is a lousy relationship and she has no interest in trying to make it better.
Last thing, infidelity is not an issue. I often wonder if she even likes sex. It sounds ridiculous but it is.
Any advice is most welcome. Thanks.
I will post the main issues in bullet points.
[list]
[*]Issues
-she refuses to get vaccinated for Covid and is refusing to get our 2 kids vaccinated as well; she refuses to listen to the medical experts and accuses me of falling for the media
-she spends almost all of her waking hours in front of a computer screen in an office in the basement (not work-related as she does not work at this time)
-she has made the comment that she plans to move to a different part of the country to live in the future
-she has refused to have sex because I have been vaccinated
-I have started counselling and she has refused to join
-I get the feeling that if I said I am leaving and want a divorce that she is almost waiting for me to do it or at least wouldn't be upset with the idea
-She refuses to in anyway try to make the relationship better
-I feel like there is no future as she has her mind made up already
I am still living in the home, frustrated with life on a daily basis and no idea where to go from here. There is absolutely no point in trying to show her data in regards to the importance of being vaccinated. She simply will not budge. She thinks it is all media driven and thinks she knows best.
You may say that I have answered my questions already and there is only one alternative here for me. I understand that. I am hoping that is not necessarily the case. The last thing I want to do is split up and not be with my kids, and even our gorgeous pet cat. I am thinking a million thoughts, kids, finances, etc etc... Meanwhile, I can't live like this day after day. It is a lousy relationship and she has no interest in trying to make it better.
Last thing, infidelity is not an issue. I often wonder if she even likes sex. It sounds ridiculous but it is.
Any advice is most welcome. Thanks.