I will def check into the home course ... especially since H isn't ready for MC yet. But I am quickly realizing how much we really do need MC.

Btw - Tonight H brought up that he realized that there was no one else to carry on his name. Then said to DD "Well, DD, looks like we're going to have to get you a little brother." H knows how much I want another baby, especially a boy. This was so weird! Was he messing with my head? Is he seriously contemplating having a baby? Who knows! I can't even ask him - every time a baby is brought up since my A he says he can't even think about having a baby with me. So, I guess its just one of those things that I shouldn't think too much about ... I'm probably over-analyzing.