Today DD & I went to a public function with H for the first time since ATA (After The Affairs). It was a beautiful day and we had a great time! H still isn't planning on inviting me to his Bday party, though - I asked him to please stop discussing the party then, as it comes across as him rubbing it in my face. We have another month, so ...

Things are going more smoothly now that I've taken control of my radical emotions and starting meditating again. Grace gets me through - I am liking myself more because of it too.

I always thought that having grace meant sacrificing my boundaries ... but am learning just the opposite. I am proud of myself right now. I'm sure there will be a rough road ahead again soon, and am trying to prepare myself for it. Wish me luck ...