Frankly, LH has steered you dead wrong here TFC. You should have paid a lot more attention to the words of JL and ignored the words of a man that has a good portion of MB on ignore because they questioned his lousy methods.

I am sorry you are in this place. I would advise you to unpack the bags and stop being so reactionary. You are doing no one, including yourself, any good by being so quick to change course.