But you do learn how to stop screaming inside, and you do learn how to hold on better. You begin to anticipate the hills and valleys, the twists and turns. And ultilmately, it does slow down.

Wow, perfectly described SB.

RU, it will get better...as SB says, learn to ride the ride. Stay here, post here, read here, vent here, etc.

Hugs, Frags

Me (RBW) 6w5 DFW (RWH) 3w2 Established 1/93 Rebuilding since 9/03