Originally Posted by Gerkaguards
I'm feeling more and more detached from this situation. I think this MB "system" is making me feel that way. Like I'm not in the situation, but above it, controlling it, watching her follow a script. It just doesn't seem so personal anymore.


I think this is the thing that is most important. It doesn't help that you are 7k miles away, but the personal will come. But you ARE recognizing who is in control.