i am trying to deal with all the bad things that happened in the past between my husband and i. I have even started going for counselling and it is helping me a great deal. i need to have joy, peace and happiness in my heart, i need to be happy in spite of, i need to be joyful always and pray without ceasing , and i need to move away from the past, because the past will not build me i need to learn from it and move away and create a brighter future for my husband and i but i cannot so it alone, only God can help me so please pray for me that i should be realistic in my expectations and that i should have a wonderful marriage and not boggle myself with the past