It's been a while. How are things?

Thinking of you

Hi there Maybe2Late- thanks for thinking about me.

Things are okay. I'm actually expecting some bad stuff coming up as we hit the 1 year anniversary of DD- and then DD #2 after the false NC. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/crazy.gif" alt="" />

BH says that once we get past a year then it will be better. I asked him if he thought his feelings would just change? He said that "Time wounds all heels" as Groucho Marx says. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/grin.gif" alt="" />

There are so many people here in such worse situations than me, I feel bad for feeling kind of sorry for myself.

I bring up MB to him sometimes and he is somewhat receptive, so that is a plus.

I really need to get into HNHN so I can continue to progress forward.

Unfortunatley we are also going through a rough financial time, indirectly related to the EA- I have been so depressed that my work has suffered a bit- not depressed about OM, just about BH and how things were going and the "payback" I felt he was doling out- and I work on 100% commission. SO I have rededicated myself....

And I have been reading and occasionally posting. I am so happy for your sitch! We Fww's can be so strange, but love and perseverence does wonders. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

I just wish I hadn't been so stupid. I really am fairly intelligent!!! <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/cool.gif" alt="" />

Mrs. Rob,

Look at it this way - your H is still with you in the home and your still M. That is pretty good.

You have worked so hard trying to right your wrong, please don't beat yourself up too much more. Everyone makes mistakes, it's how we deal with them that defines us. You have earned your F in FWW.

I wish too that your H would come here and read just how lucky he is.

Hey, one more thing. You were right everytime you told me that my wife was talking crap while in the fog. It was just so hard to listen to her say some of the things she said. You were correct every time!!

Thanks for all your help.

Keep us posted here.

Now get back to work!!!! <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/grin.gif" alt="" />