Help me if you can figure this out, I am trying to make this clear in my mind…Here is what I do know and what I have been told by my H… It has been 13 days since d-day, we went together to see the Chaplin the very next day. During our first session, the NC rule was advised and H told OW that afternoon. Since then, we have been listening to the tapes that our Chaplin gave us. I have gotten through 4 out of 6 and H through 2. We have been talking as much as we can about the A. H said, he does not know why he even started, except to say that she was nice, friendly and pretty. Of course, I know that I must have not been paying attention to some of his most important EN. But, H will not talk about his EN and tell me what I can do to add the love back into his bank. So, I have been giving him as much of and as many of the EN (Sex, love, attention, recreation etc..) Since the d-day we have had two really great weekends. H admits that he had a good time. We have another session with our Chaplin this week and we have a weekend plan for us to get out of town this weekend. We have even been making some long-range plans for future months. Ok the weekends seem great, the weekdays have been a little strained but I am trying to go about them as normal. He does seem distance after coming home from work. I have been letting my mind get the best of me by thinking he is making contact with OW but, I have no evidence and he tells me he has not. I even ask him if he was lying and if he could continue to lie to me and H said no. During his last conversation (that I know of) with the OW (when he told her that he wanted some time to see if he could work things out in his marriage) she also mentioned trying to work things out with her H. (My H said that when the A start they told each other that their marriages were happy). Could it be that there hasn’t been any contact and that my H is depress that she has not contacted him? I did ask him that question last weekend. (How does he feel about her not contacting him?) To which, he replied, “she is giving me the time and space to “try” to work things out or maybe she doesn’t love me as much as she says she does. Since that night I have asked him, if we start to make some headway in our marriage and you were to find out that the OW’s marriage is not working, would that open the door for you to step in and he replied “Probably”.
What do you think is going on here…is he in withdrawal? How long will this continue like this before he is out the fog and can really start working on our marriage? Up until now he said he is just doing a lot of thinking about what he wants. Of course, he is not sharing his thoughts with me. Any insight would be appreciated; I will continue to work on myself and our marriage the best I can with help from you.
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