I swear it brought all my regrets back. I was crying like a baby. It was about the death of a spouse tonight. The way Nate cryed as he buried his wife according to her wishes just set me right off.

God how I wish I could go back and do things differently. I can't even begin to fathom the day when my ex dies, or how he'll deal with it if I die one day. We both said as much to each other during the Dv proceedings.

The reality of my Dv is we both still cared about each other but it just wasn't going to work. I guess it's normal for it to leave me with permanent regrets.

Anyone else catch the show tonight?

Jen