Trust or Jealousy? - 03/13/07 02:18 PM
I'm new to this post thing, however, I just don't know what to do so I decided to try this and get some other opinions. I'm engaged to be married in less than 8 months but I feel as though Im already having second thoughts. I love him dearly and he's a wonderful guy. I dont think I could find a better guy in anyone else. The problem is I'm either jealous or non trusting. We never had problems until his sister made him a myspace page. Things went down hill from there. He doesn't get on the page very much but he he does I get paranoid and start wondering if he's talking to other girls or looking at the profiles of those just trying to get you to look at there porno pages. I just get really nervous and freaked out. He not been one to really go out much unless we are together(which is great in my opinion). I have no reason not to trust. Is it that I don't trust him or am I just scared of him finding better? Either way I want it to stop. I want to fix this because I do want to marry him. He's a wonderful guy and I know he has done nothing for me not to trust him. I trust him with everyone else... money, vehicles, my life really. I just don't want to be hurt, cheated on, or left.... again. Seems like in my past relationships thats always happened. Someone please give me some advise on fixing this so I can go forward in planning my wedding to a wonderful man. Thanks for reading such a long post