...is it possible...

for the human heart....

to experience 'dry heaves'?

It wants to convulse from pain yet it feels void and empty.

I wonder.

I think maybe it can.

I have been feeling this way too...this describes it so exactly.

There are rushes of pain where you need to almost hold onto something as you tell yourself over and over...this will pass, I must push through it.

The battle, I see it so clearly now. I can not fight on my own. I am reminded it belongs to the Lord. I am sure it does, yet I still feel the fight.

Hopes and dreams, trusting...this is what I am trying to lean on.

...

<small>[ September 28, 2004, 11:52 AM: Message edited by: lighthouse ]</small>

Hey Lighthouse,

I wanted to let you know, because I hadn't had a chance before this, to respond to your last post - that there is in fact one other person on earth who knows what you feel like.

That would be me.

tell me if u think this will win her heart back
juat a little pome for you
GOD MADE A ANGLE THAT CAME
THE HAVENS YOUR SMILE LIKE
IS LIKE THE CLOUDS YOUR
EYES ARE LIKR THE STARS
YOUR HAIRS LIKE THE
FEATHERS YOUR HEART
LIKE THE MOON YOUR
HANDS ARE LIKE SILK
EVERY TIMEI AMWITH YOU
MAKE ME GLOW THAT MAKES
SMILE AN MAKES MY HEART
GROW MORE AN MORE I
SLEEP I DREAM OF MY LITTLE
ANGEL I FEEL YOU WHEN I
WALK WHENIT RAINS I THINK
OF YOUR TEARS WHEN IT"S
SUNSHINE I THINK OF YOUR
SMILE YOUR THE BEST ANGEL
GOD GAVE ME AN HE MADE YOU
AND MY HEART FALLS FOR YOU
MY LITTLE ANGEL WHEN I THINK
OF YOU I SEE YOUR FACE GLOWING
WITH IS A ANGEL WITH WINGS AN
NOW MY ANGEL IS GONE BUT GOD
WILL GIVE ME THAT ANGLE THAT HE
HAVE GAVE ME ANTHAT ANGEL IS WHY
I DREAM OF YOU TAKE ME UNDER YOUR
WINGS MY LITTLE ANGEL AN THATSWHY I LOVE
YOU ANGEL THT GOD GAVE ME A ANGLE AS NICE AS YOU LITTLE ANGEL GOD MADE YOU
THIS IS A POME I MADE FOR YOU