need prayers please - 10/22/18 11:13 AM
I would like and need prayers please. My wife told me in July she wants a divorce and i moved out in Aug. I want back with my family back and she does not. I was not there for her when she needed me and i know that was a big mistake and i was wrong and i looked at porn. Last monday the 15th i lost my job and unemployment can take 8 weeks if i get it and have looked for jobs and nothing has happened. My rent is due on the 7th and power is that prepaid type thing and then food and gas. I do not know what i am going to do. I tried to talk to my wife on the 19th and thought that would help us but it opened up old wounds for her. I told her i am done with porn and be what she needs wants and deserves. So i guess my marriage is over and i feel like i am going to be homeless. She said stay here till i get served papers but i dont want to bc i will not have power etc. I might as well leave it a few weeks will i still have some money for gas etc. So i am asking prayers that my kids will understand one day and that my wife and kids will forgive me thanks