Please Pray - 05/30/02 05:25 AM
I am such a mess today. So much has happened this weekend. And the last was Sunday night. Denny talked to me when I took the kids home. He said I was not to ask the kids anything about him or his friend. It was none of my business. Also said if he had a choice between marrying me again and staying single, he would remain single. He said he is finally happy and can't be with me because he wasn't happy the 17+ years we were together. He again made sure I understood we are to have no contact except for the kids. The kids have been complaining about him and his parenting skills and the things he no longer does for them because he is never home. He asked them in front of me if they had a problem with the way he does things and they said no. I never told Denny what they said because I didn't want to betray them. But I am so hurt by what Denny has said. He really means this, he is happy and I am not sure if I can go on anymore. I want the pain to stop. I feel so hurt and betrayed even by my kids.