I need your prayers, but don't deserve them. I am the WS and am struggling with guilt, betrayal, insecurity and loss. After Mass this morning, I felt strong and able to conquer this battle that is raging in my life, but as the day goes on, I'm losing my faith in my strength. I truly appreciate any prayers you can offer up for me to find my way back...

NT, Losing faith in your own strenth is a good thing. It will eventually fail even the strongest of wills. It is Gods strenth that you need the most.
Dear Lord I pray that you would grant NT wisdom and understanding of your ways. IJNA