I Need a Break From This - God Priorities - 02/07/04 12:15 AM
I am looking for someone to take over for the Wed Restoration posting. I am taking a break from this site (for the most part). I will check in on Wed and continue praying and fasting, but I will not be posting much.
I have let this site take up too much time at work; I got burned. Anyone interested, I'll tell the story.
I have found myself being on this site when I come home, instead of spending q-time with my children (since on earth that is ALL I have for now).
It has also taken away from my time in Bible and prayer. I get home at 4:30-5:00. W leaves at 5:00 for work. Kids go to bed at 8:30. Leaves a half hour because W comes home at 9:15 (no time for me to read, etc.
My D was caught in two lies this week by W and I. I know this is her crying out, but W thinks she needs counseling, I agree. W says nooone likes a lier. I told D that I lied to Mommy and that made what I did worse. I know that D is crying out for attention because she wants Mommy and Daddy to be together. Right now this is not the Father's Will (please don't tell me otherwise). W does not see that this is prob w/D.
Yesterday, mtg for 1st Communion. I relayed all the probs w/the nun who was there. She knew a lot from prev conversation. She told me D does not look happy in class. This hurt, but I understood.
Now, those who want to remain in contact with me, you have my email and phone number. I will check in on the site on Wed, and rarely during the week. Am I crying out for attention or help, like my D, ABSOLUTELY!
I will cehcking out a spiritual director at my church in the next week or so. I need answers and support. I have noone I can talk (not chat or email or post) with when my heart is hurting. I know I can talk to God, and I occassionally need verbal feedback.
Ex: Had mtg w/boss over my duties. I rec'd a rude email via my boss from my supervisor. I arranged for a mtg yesterday to discuss my job. Before going in I said the Litany of Humility (see other post). So I was humble and took a lot of cr*p from these two egomaniacs. I can't tell my W about, she doesn't want to hear about my day, or anything. But I am suppose to be here to listen to her. OK.
I have given up on the M (from what I can do, not what God can do). I have even told God, inflict me with something (wrong phrasing), but put something upon me for asking for my W to be saved. Like Jacob with his hip. Ex: give me a limp, whatever. I am willing to give up a physical part of myself to save my W, my F, and my M. paraph "Whatever greater sign of love then to give up one's life for his friend...W, and F.
Whoever takes the Wed post over, I will show you how I add the links, etc. (if you don't know how and are intereseted in doing it). Just send me an email and I will send you my phone number and I can wlak you through it). That's up to whoever takes this over.
AGAIN! I am not giving up on this site or the friends (my beloved borthers and sisters in Christ). I hadned the ministry of Wed Restoration to someone else so I can BUILD MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. So I can further my relationship with my beautiful children (loving them, disciplining them, sharing my faith with them).
I want to thank those of you who SAVED MY LIFE back in July. There are truly are angels in this world.
Love and Peace in Christ,
tryingTOsaveMYmarraige.....definitely saving my soul and my children's. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />
I am looking for a Catholic atty for the divorce <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" /> .
I have let this site take up too much time at work; I got burned. Anyone interested, I'll tell the story.
I have found myself being on this site when I come home, instead of spending q-time with my children (since on earth that is ALL I have for now).
It has also taken away from my time in Bible and prayer. I get home at 4:30-5:00. W leaves at 5:00 for work. Kids go to bed at 8:30. Leaves a half hour because W comes home at 9:15 (no time for me to read, etc.
My D was caught in two lies this week by W and I. I know this is her crying out, but W thinks she needs counseling, I agree. W says nooone likes a lier. I told D that I lied to Mommy and that made what I did worse. I know that D is crying out for attention because she wants Mommy and Daddy to be together. Right now this is not the Father's Will (please don't tell me otherwise). W does not see that this is prob w/D.
Yesterday, mtg for 1st Communion. I relayed all the probs w/the nun who was there. She knew a lot from prev conversation. She told me D does not look happy in class. This hurt, but I understood.
Now, those who want to remain in contact with me, you have my email and phone number. I will check in on the site on Wed, and rarely during the week. Am I crying out for attention or help, like my D, ABSOLUTELY!
I will cehcking out a spiritual director at my church in the next week or so. I need answers and support. I have noone I can talk (not chat or email or post) with when my heart is hurting. I know I can talk to God, and I occassionally need verbal feedback.
Ex: Had mtg w/boss over my duties. I rec'd a rude email via my boss from my supervisor. I arranged for a mtg yesterday to discuss my job. Before going in I said the Litany of Humility (see other post). So I was humble and took a lot of cr*p from these two egomaniacs. I can't tell my W about, she doesn't want to hear about my day, or anything. But I am suppose to be here to listen to her. OK.
I have given up on the M (from what I can do, not what God can do). I have even told God, inflict me with something (wrong phrasing), but put something upon me for asking for my W to be saved. Like Jacob with his hip. Ex: give me a limp, whatever. I am willing to give up a physical part of myself to save my W, my F, and my M. paraph "Whatever greater sign of love then to give up one's life for his friend...W, and F.
Whoever takes the Wed post over, I will show you how I add the links, etc. (if you don't know how and are intereseted in doing it). Just send me an email and I will send you my phone number and I can wlak you through it). That's up to whoever takes this over.
AGAIN! I am not giving up on this site or the friends (my beloved borthers and sisters in Christ). I hadned the ministry of Wed Restoration to someone else so I can BUILD MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. So I can further my relationship with my beautiful children (loving them, disciplining them, sharing my faith with them).
I want to thank those of you who SAVED MY LIFE back in July. There are truly are angels in this world.
Love and Peace in Christ,
tryingTOsaveMYmarraige.....definitely saving my soul and my children's. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />
I am looking for a Catholic atty for the divorce <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" /> .