Husband is addicted to gay porn - 05/25/99 03:45 AM
I am really confused right now. I have discovered that my husband looks up gay porn on the internet and he masterbates to it everyday. Does this mean that he is gay? Or does he have some sick sexual addiction? Someone please give me some input on this matter. I love him very much and I do not want our marriage to end. He does not know that I have discovered his dirty secret. Since my discovery, I have spied on him daily. Everytime I find out that he has done it again, my stomach sinks, I feel nauseous, and I begin to hate him a little more. Someone please help me cope. I am not sure what this means. I am afraid if I confront him , he will just deny it and it will make things worse between us. I realize something needs to be done to save our marriage , because if this continues I am going to leave him for sure. He has no clue as to why I have been treating him so nasty. I can't go on like this. Do I need to seek the advise of a marriage counselor or a addiction counselor?