Today has been particularly difficult for me that I haven't stopped crying My eyes are so swollen that I can hardly see out of them anymore.<P>I'm so new at this that I'm afraid to disappoint SueB, AW and hw. I will truly do my best.<P><BR>

Hey Lady! If you are doing it to please me, then you are doing it for the wrong reason! <P>Honestly Babydoll, God is the easiest person to talk to. The Holy Spirit intercedes for us in the areas that maybe we do't do so hot. He is our advocate.<P>Tell you what...You have ICQ? My number is 157639. Let's connect and pray together.

Babydoll, Sue is right, you're not praying for us but wo worship God. And God makes it easy. He hears you and even when we can not pray He sends His help in the form of His Spirit that will pray in groans to heaven, lifting up the prayers of our souls. The Spirit knows what needs to be prayed for. And say to God, Lord I am distrtaught and my eyes are swollen. I want to cme to you in prayer, but I don't know how. He will and is there. He hears you and he loves you. Not to worry because He comes to meet you where you are and then He moves you to where He wants you to go.

BabyDoll, the hw & SueB are right, you just talk to God, pour out all your feelings to Him. I've been doing that a lot today! Lots of tears too. He knows the pain you are in and He WANTS to comfort you. Please let Him soothe your hurt. Be open, talk to Him just like if you were talking to one of us. The Holy Spirit will guide you. <P>We'll all be praying for you BabyDoll.<P>Love and prayers,<BR>AW<P>