I all if you have read any of my post my H can be kind and woderfully then when he is with OW hateful. I feel Im lossing it. WE have a alomist 15 month old S. Im currently without a job so money is real tight here. My H is currently $2000 behind on child support. I have never asked him anything regarding what he is behind. I asked today if he could get me a little extra. He said no I wouldnt even get my next child support because he has already spent it. Nice I get so angry he wants to see Dylan but cant help support him. Its not that he doesnt make enough money he flat just blows it. Evenone prayers her make me feel so much better. Im not real good at writting a prayer for everyone here, but please know I talk with God often and you are all in our conversation. <P>Thanks<P>Michelle

those not so formal prayers are the sweetest<BR>Lord please give tigger comfort, and help with financial problems, please nudge someone to step in and help. amen..

Michelle,<P>My husband is the same way. I always know when the ow is due into town, is here, or he is going to see her. His whole attitude changes. I usually call him on it nicely and he usually apologizes.<P>Father,<P> I lift Michelle and their son up into your arms for care. Father, please turn the heart of this man toward his wife and son, to provide for them as he should. Lord please provide for this mother and child, while this husband and father is lost in the wild lands. Father bring him to a place where he has to feed the pigs and where he will look up and see You. Father I ask You to bring life to this man. In Jesus name, Amen.

Praying for you Michelle.

Thanks for the prayers they help soooooooo much.<P>Michelle