Is this normal thought or sin? - 06/17/04 02:52 AM
Today, Dr. called to tell me that WH's liver function is servely damaged by taking Zocor. He should stop taking that immediately. But he didn't ake my call.
When I heard of it, my immediate thought was my prayer was answered. Since this incident, I had so much thought or fantasy myself. Wh will get to a bad car accident or get sick badly(I even imagined that I have to give him one of my kidney) so i can take care of him, he would know how much i love him. Even he died from it, it is death do us apart. But on the other hand, i don't know whehter GOD will answer my prayer like that, every time I prayed something like that I asked GOD to forgive me, I will follow GOD's will instead.
Is that sin or normal thought of BS? How many of you ever thought of this?
When I heard of it, my immediate thought was my prayer was answered. Since this incident, I had so much thought or fantasy myself. Wh will get to a bad car accident or get sick badly(I even imagined that I have to give him one of my kidney) so i can take care of him, he would know how much i love him. Even he died from it, it is death do us apart. But on the other hand, i don't know whehter GOD will answer my prayer like that, every time I prayed something like that I asked GOD to forgive me, I will follow GOD's will instead.
Is that sin or normal thought of BS? How many of you ever thought of this?