It's never right - 06/05/08 05:42 PM
Hey betrayed fellas, (and I guess betrayed ladies too) please don't EVER let yourself cheat for revenge. I've come to the conclusion that is what I did. At first I thought I was ... different (lol?)_Now I think I really did break my heart. I have to get some kind of test where they run something through my body to look at my heart, cardia catherscopy whatever. too bummed to try and spell it right.
I get an EKG each year and this last week I had to get two, both indicate heart attack, treadmill as well indicates something wrong so now I have to take this next test.
I just know it has something to do with me being unfaithful to my wife. I can feel it. My wife loves me and I love her yet we have done so much bad to each other. I just know my heart is broken from it.
Being sober is the only thing I can be proud of right now.
I get an EKG each year and this last week I had to get two, both indicate heart attack, treadmill as well indicates something wrong so now I have to take this next test.
I just know it has something to do with me being unfaithful to my wife. I can feel it. My wife loves me and I love her yet we have done so much bad to each other. I just know my heart is broken from it.
Being sober is the only thing I can be proud of right now.