Sometimes, I feel like I'm watching a movie unfold. It's like you do your part, say your line and wait on the audience's response.<P>Even though my husband has gotten better, I feel like I'm waiting for the next scene to start. I'm not expecting the worse, but in every movie something happens next to progress the picture.<P>That's how it feels at this point in my life.<BR>I'm sorry...I got kinda philosophical there.<BR>...I'm back now... <P>------------------<BR>Love hurts no one.

Sorry I may have missed a previous letter, husband sick or badly behaved? Regardless I know the feeling, almost like you have no control. I always felt uncomfortable when things were smooth because I knew something was around the corner. Now I try to just live for today and make the best of it. Sounds corney but it works. Good luck

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by personal:<BR><B>Sorry I may have missed a previous letter, husband sick or badly behaved? Now I try to just live for today and make the best of it. Sounds corney but it works. Good luck</B><BR><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><BR>Hey, Personal...everything's fine. It was just hard to believe for a minute that it was actually happening--that's all.<P>Thanks for writing.<P>PS. Read my note under the "Recovery" topic.<P>------------------<BR>Love hurts no one.<p>[This message has been edited by AGoodPhrend (edited September 23, 2000).]