Mortarman Update: It has been awhile! - 01/13/09 03:14 PM
Well, I cant even remember the last time I updated. For those looking for my story, when you search back (I began posting in June 2002), most of the threads began with "Mortarman Update:".
I am looking to get all of the information from my situation in one place. So, I will probably put it here. I will write out a lot of it, but will probably add links to the most pertinent posts from the past. It may take some time to get it all here, so I will just begin posting and let you all know once I have it all here.
I will say one thing about my situation. My wife and I are an MB success story. Not necessarily because we are together again and the affair is gone. But because of what we have learned. I am a better husband than I was before. She has learned to be a better wife than she was before. We understand what marriage is about now, and how it works. No matter if we had made it or not, I would have still been a success story because of what I learned through the process.
You see, there are many on here (and in life) that will tell you to quit. That it is too much to overcome. Well, I will tell you, my situation went on longer than most. We had many things go on in the bad times (as you will find out) that should have pushed our marriage over the brink. The fact we are here today, with a new one year old and more happy than we have ever been, would not have been possible without MB and without giving into those that told me to just quit. And even those that told my wife to quit.
Being on the other side of things, I can tell you that all of the worries about "can we overcome what has happened?", "can I trust her again?", "can I love him again?", etc have largely fallen away. Because of what we have learned and how we relate to each other now, it seems to both of us to be darned well impossible to break through between us.
Not that there arent days where things arent the best. But even in those days, there is no escalation of tensions. No signs of running for the door. Usually on those days, we take a little breathing room for a few hours...and then come back at it. It is a relief to know that both of us want this that bad.
Anyway, I will get to the update and begin posting the segments as I can. It might take some time to do this, since my situation lasted so long. For those that truly have lots of time on their hands, they can go back and read all of the threads. But I am going to try to summarize and highlight the major parts, and give links to the details.
I am looking to get all of the information from my situation in one place. So, I will probably put it here. I will write out a lot of it, but will probably add links to the most pertinent posts from the past. It may take some time to get it all here, so I will just begin posting and let you all know once I have it all here.
I will say one thing about my situation. My wife and I are an MB success story. Not necessarily because we are together again and the affair is gone. But because of what we have learned. I am a better husband than I was before. She has learned to be a better wife than she was before. We understand what marriage is about now, and how it works. No matter if we had made it or not, I would have still been a success story because of what I learned through the process.
You see, there are many on here (and in life) that will tell you to quit. That it is too much to overcome. Well, I will tell you, my situation went on longer than most. We had many things go on in the bad times (as you will find out) that should have pushed our marriage over the brink. The fact we are here today, with a new one year old and more happy than we have ever been, would not have been possible without MB and without giving into those that told me to just quit. And even those that told my wife to quit.
Being on the other side of things, I can tell you that all of the worries about "can we overcome what has happened?", "can I trust her again?", "can I love him again?", etc have largely fallen away. Because of what we have learned and how we relate to each other now, it seems to both of us to be darned well impossible to break through between us.
Not that there arent days where things arent the best. But even in those days, there is no escalation of tensions. No signs of running for the door. Usually on those days, we take a little breathing room for a few hours...and then come back at it. It is a relief to know that both of us want this that bad.
Anyway, I will get to the update and begin posting the segments as I can. It might take some time to do this, since my situation lasted so long. For those that truly have lots of time on their hands, they can go back and read all of the threads. But I am going to try to summarize and highlight the major parts, and give links to the details.