Dear Twilight,

You sound like you are in much better spirits. When you first posted you sounded desperate and when another poster said you had just given birth, I feared that it might be post partum depression complicating things.

I remember being sooooo sensitive after my daughter's birth. I had terrible depression for a few weeks. And, that was with adult support at home.

I can only imagine how difficult it must be to bring home an infant and be faced with lawyers and the emotions that you are going through.

Making all the decisions can be a definite plus! But don't give up hope that the ex-MM and his W will get to the point where their relationship is strong enough to re-establish contact. The lawyers may make it all look final. But, one thing I have learned is that every single day we get a brand new opportunity to change our lives and start over again.

So keep strong in faith and keep concentrating on your baby girl. Remember that your baby is a miracle. Don't let the lawyers make you feel bad or intimidate you. Stand strong and fight for what's right and fair for your daughter. I hope that you have a good lawyer to protect your interests and hers.

Sending prayers to you and baby,