@aroundandaround: Your list was HUGE. Others told you it was "reasonable"... and I'm calling that very bad advice. Remember Dr. Harley's rules for a successful marriage:
* Protection. When he goes off and does things without you, he's not Protecting you from being the source of your unhappiness due to his independent behavior.
* Care. You need him to meet your most important emotional needs, which right now the top 3 seem to be Openness & Honesty, Conversation, and probably Affection. He's clearly not meeting them.
* Time. 15 hours is a bare minimum for a relationship that's already healthy. In a marriage where there's a history of abuse of alone-time, you should bump this up to THIRTY hours a week or more of undivided attention.
* Honesty. When he doesn't reveal his plans to you, he's not living Honesty. When he carries on affectionate email exchanges, he's being dishonest with you. He should reveal as much as he knows about himself, his plans, his history, and his daily activities as he knows.
* POJA. When he doesn't negotiate life-changing things with you, that's ignoring POJA. The rule is "Never do ANYTHING without the ENTHUSIASTIC agreement of your spouse". There's a reason it's worded that way!
* Exclusive needs-meeting. When he has guy-buddies meet his recreational needs, or has sex with other women, he's not allowing you to meet the four Intimate Emotional Needs: Sexual Fulfillment, Recreational Companionship, Intimate Conversation, and Affection.
THAT is the message you should be sending. Care. Protection. Time. Honesty. POJA. Exclusive meeting of intimate needs.
And he's a serial adulterer at this point. If you still want to save the marriage after all this wayward crap he's pulled, you really ought to look at the Accountability options the Harleys propose, in addition to or instead of counseling:
http://www.marriagebuilders.com/graphic/mbi9000_courses.htmlOh, and remember that every wayward hates snooping because it EXPOSES their SECRECY. Dr. Harley's two exceptions to Radical Honesty are:
1. Your snooping techniques, indefinitely, if infidelity is discovered, and
2. Your plans to expose the ongoing infidelity. Talk about exposure after you do it, not before.