I'll try (although I can't right now - he's way too upset and every time I mention this program he says he's done putting the effort into our relationship - it's my turn now).
Then scheduling this time together should make him feel better, right? It will show him that you are putting effort into your marriage and resolving the issues.
He also hates the idea that I'm 'forcing' myself to do anything. He doesn't want anything if it isn't coming naturally. This is part of why my neglect is so painful to him, he feels prioritizing him should come naturally.
When one changes their habits it does not "come naturually" at all. When I quit smoking, it was not natural. New habits never feel natural at first. But if you want to have a great marriage, then new habits have to be established.
He doesn't even like the word 'needs' because he thinks caring for each other should come naturally, instinctively.
It doesn't. Successful couples have to learn how to be pros at meeting each others needs.
Which category would your husband fall into? This is from Dr Harley's book Buyers, Renters and Freeloaders:
Freeloader is unwilling to put much effort into the care of his or her partner in a romantic relationship. He or she does only what comes naturally and expects only what comes naturally. It's like a person who tries to live in a house without paying rent or doing anything to improve it unless the person is in the mood to do so.
Renter is willing to provide limited care as long as it's in his or her best interest. The romantic relationship is considered tentative, so the care is viewed as short-term. It's like a person who rents a house and is willing to stay as long as the conditions seem fair, or until he or she finds something better. The person is willing to pay reasonable rent and keep the house clean but is not willing to make repairs or improvements. It's the landlord's job to keep the place attractive enough for the renter to stay and continue paying rent.
Buyer is willing to demonstrate an extraordinary sense of care by making permanent changes in his or her own behavior and lifestyle to make the romantic relationship mutually fulfilling. Solutions to problems are long-term solutions and must work well for both partners because the romantic relationship is viewed as exclusive and permanent. It's like a person who buys a house for life with a willingness to make repairs that accommodate changing needs, painting the walls, installing new carper, replacing the roof, and even doing some remodeling so that it can be comfortable and useful.
With regard to thinking time - that is a need he has. He feels he is the only one who thinks about and comes up with interesting things to add to our relationship and he really has played that role largely. So if I fail to 'come to the table' with evidence that I've put time and effort into our relationship he views this as neglect...
Thinking is something you do alone and is not an emotional need that adds to his lovebank. Whereas, demonstrating actions would. For example, bringing the worksheet and a willingness to schedule that time will demonstrate that to him. Having an action plan will bring something much more significant to the marriage.